Accessible

is it because i am
always available

to
talk
vent out
cry
weep
scream
laugh
share

that i am taken
for granted?

is it
that
easy
to assume

that i know the answers

to
all
your
questions?

i wish i did

is it
my
social
media presence

that makes you think
that

i am
a
handy
resource?

or is it me

is it
obvious
that
i have

too much time
on my hands

because
i am
busy
avoiding

my conscience

what
made
you
think

i will always be

there
for
you?

loyalty can never be sworn

on
the nights
i was
awoken

by your calls for help

did
you
hear
my

helplessness?

did
you
hear
my

impatience?

i wanted
to
get you
over

with

like a
sachet
of leftover
ketchup

my
fatigue
does
not

explain my behavior.

i am
afraid
i am
so

accessible, that you have

started
to
depend
on me

i was once told

to be
pricey
exclusive
distanced

just so that people like you
appreciated my presence

more
is that
what
this

is all about?

i am
in
a
different

state of mind each day

and
today
i
have

more questions than answers

maybe
it is
time
you

answered
me

 

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